Broken Heart...

You said we are not for each other... I knew it from the beginning... I asked myself what attracted you to me... It's not the tears which felt that night... I ask myself was that a mask you are hiding inside... I was there for you...
You said you are not crying... I BELIEVED YOU... that night... you made a pain in my heart... the fear of love wined that night... I FELT IN LOVE AGAIN... the fear of love still follows me... I can't do it any further... you are not here any more... I am afraid to lose you completely... and forget you with bad memories... to burn you with that feeling... is it possible you to felt so down?...
But I am afraid will I be honest to anyone that muck as I was with you... am I love again, will my heart be broken?... You are the one who sent me to the grave of dad souls, you found new victim... I saw it all from aside... I trusted you like that night... that famous night which in my thoughts will never fade away... I am crying like you now...
My heart make pain because I can't go further... can't go without you.... without your sweet words indicated to me.... I am afraid to forget you.... I am afraid that am already forgetting you... I am afraid that I forgot you... That is the sweetest lies which comfort me when you are not here and when I am afraid that I am loosing you again.