I visit your grave every day... to talk to you... people say you can't hear me because you are gone... and I say: "Maybe you people don't find him in your eyes, but he is still here in mine... " Because you are still in my heart and always will be...
I cry when I think about you... People ask me why... I just tell them what I feel about you, that I love you... that I miss you so much... but again people say there is no reason to love you because you are not here.... you are gone and will never go back... and I agree...
You are gone but you will never be forgotten and one day we will meet each other.... I promise... I pray God every night, asking to guard you... and talk to Him about our meeting.... I want to kill myself just to see you again... in paradise... and then think you will not like it... I try to be happy but I can't after I know I will never hear your voice... I always thought I can live without you... but it seems that I can't...
I never thought you will leave me... my mum says you never leave me, God needed an angel... I asked God: "May I be the next angel? " just to be with you... but He never answer me... Also I ask to God: "Why, why He took you away from me? " and hurt me so... I don't believe that anyone knows how much I need you and how much it hurts... I hate the fact you are not here... I want to see you at least once more, for the last time... so that I can say good bye...
Nobody understand me any more... nobody understand that I will love you forever, I never thought that something like this may happen... nobody does.... If could I, if could I at least turn back the good time with you... but all is gone... everything changed... just to think will make me cry... to a long crying... but mum says not to cry... because you are watching me and you don't want it... I say I am sorry but everything I can do, is crying... She says just remember nice moments... and I say I can't do it without you... because we were always remembering together... so she say:"Why don't you tell me the memories?"... and I say I will love to tell you... she say I can tell you always because you are always near me... that you could never let me alone because you love me too much...
From the true story ... :-(
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